Sunday, September 02, 2007;
♥ 9/02/2007 08:04:00 PM
HEAVEN-O! :DIM BACK. (:Away from the smoky environment, away from dirty air, way from the noisy roads, away from the 'horn-y' drivers, away from inconsiderate cyclists, away from cold water bath, away from salty and oily food, away from stomachaches, away from gross toilets, away from littered communities. And back, into a place filled with friendly people, with trustable citizens, with delicious food, with clean toilets, with clean and fresh and new air, with warm water bath, with quiet and peaceful roads. IM BACK. ):Away from the 'stress-less' place, away from a 'trouble-free' place, away from the 'homework-less' place. And back into this place filled with problems, and stress, and homework. Yeah, mixed feelings. I still miss slt06. (: The trip to yunan, the community work we all did, and the fun we all shared. And what's more, we're all fairsians. (:But still, it's fun knowing more people. (: Especially 'THE clique' of us, cal binbin pam wx jon aaron and i! Plus all those other people on the trip.
I'll post the pictures up as soon as 1) I no longer feel lazy/tired.2) I recover from my sorethroat and flu.3) I bother uploading the pictures.4) I feel better from what i see and what i feel from you. =l
Mirror Mirror
Mirror mirror lie to me
Show me what I wanna see
Mirror mirror lie to me
Why don't I like the girl I see
The one who's standing right in front of me
Why don't I think before I speak
I should have listened to that voice inside me
I must be stupid, must be crazy, must be out of my mind
To say the kind of things I said last night
Mirror mirror hanging on the wall
You don't have to tell me who's the biggest fool of all
Mirror mirror I wish you could lie to me
And bring my baby back, bring my baby back to me
Why did I let you walk away
When all I had to do was say I'm sorry
I let my pride get in the way
And in the heat of the moment I was to blame
I must be stupid, must be crazy, must be out of my mind
Now in the cold light of the day I realize
Mirror mirror hanging on the wall
You don't have to tell me who's the biggest fool of all
Mirror mirror I wish you could lie to me
And bring my baby back, bring my baby back to me
If only wishes could be dreams
And all my dreams could come true
There would be two us standing here in front of you
If you could show me that someone that I used to be
Bring back my baby, my baby to me
Mirror mirror hanging on the wall
You don't have to tell me who's the biggest fool of all
Mirror mirror I wish you could lie to me
And bring my baby back, bring my baby back to me
Mirror mirror hanging on the wall
You don't have to tell me who's the biggest fool of all
Mirror mirror I wish you could lie to me
And bring my baby back, bring my baby back to me
Im feeling disappointed out of a sudden. No no no, it's not you. Its just me. Me still pinning so much hope of us being back as friends. Me still pinning so much hope that one day, you'll finally strike up a convo with me. Me still just pinning for you to remember that i still exist. But everytime i'll forget that it's all just what i feel and think, and often, my hopes get so high that my disappointment is so so great. ):I seriously dunno what the hell im talkin bout now. I need another escape from this cruel reality. ):Hey, i really really miss you. =l
Im so gonna die. Promos is about 2/3 weeks, and im seriously so freaking screwed. ):
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
